I had an intense dream about my late brother last night, going through Buzz's photos and clothes. I miss him so much, the dream was very powerful. I miss my mother too. Not that we got along always so swimmingly but she was always there when I had cancer or something life threatening. Never doubted her love for a second when the chips were down. This is the first such voyage without her and the absence of her love, compassion and encouragement is exceedingly felt.
Hug your mom if you still have one to hug.