Like I said, this is not my first rodeo. You know the toughest thing about going through it this time, hell the toughest thing about getting through a normal week, cancer be damned?
Buzz was a rock for me. His constant support was unfailing. His absence makes things measurably more difficult.
I miss the shit out of him. But just like the line in the song says, nothing is going to bring him back. Unfortunately.